C’est La Vie: 2nd quarter of the year 2011…lewl.

The first quarter of this year has been a so-so ride for me, but the second quarter of this year took me to a roller coaster of a ride from up to down, and down, and down….

And here goes the story…

I just finished my crash course in cooking and passed the National exam for it as well, that both adds up to my Curriculum Vitae, and the next stage of it was to find a job that would suit my skills and interest. A company responded, i went to stages of interviews, and then they ask me what job am i applying to, i said “any kitchen position, preferably pastry chef.” and here she goes saying “oh okay.” followed by “well congratulations you’re hired as a Barista!” and i was like “OHHHkay!” and smiled! and then i said to myself “nah this would be easy i’ve been a barista before at starbucks this won’t be hard.” But then as i start with my new job, i never enjoyed doing it the way i used to enjoy it before when i was still at Starbucks, no puns intended, but i wasn’t really happy, it’s like i’m only doing the job for the sake of doing. I remember what i said before to my colleagues “choose a job that would make you feel like you’re not working but more of doing the thing the you love to do, because by then you won’t get bored, unsatisfied and unhappy.” And now, i was like “HELL YEAH! BABY! I KNOW RIGHT” lol. So i stayed with the company for only a month. Why? cause i wasn’t enjoying what i do, i get sick all the time, and how i missed waking up in the morning because i’m always asleep in the morning because i’m always on duty EVERYNIGHT! not that i’m complaining bout it. And so i took the courage to talk to my very open-minded and kind-hearted general manager and told her my problem, and she respected my decision and bid goodbye to me and wishes me goodluck, she told me “as much as i want to make you stay, but you’re not enjoying your job i wouldn’t want to make you more unhappy, i wish you all the luck and please take care of your health” and i was like “ohhhh ma’am is really really sweet”. And so the next problem came, what would be the reaction of my family, particularly daddy, when they found out that i already resigned. And i woke up yesterday and here goes my grandma saying ” oh aren’t you going to work today? your mom told me you resigned, your daddy told me it’s okay cause you’re getting ill all the time, it’s best to quit than to compromise your health, okay now you rest” and i was like “whew! thank god! and then she followed back with “but if you want to teach at a College i could talk to my colleague” and I’m like talking to myself and said “here she goes again with the professor thingy! like duh!” and i rolled back to bed and sleep and i never heard a thing about it anymore,well so far. lol

And now here goes another problem!

April, Virtual friends invited me to go out with them, and I’m like excited and nervous at the same time. And i went. And i had fun. But things went from happy to confusing…. i don’t know what happened….

May came in…

I went out frequently, i got drunk almost all the time, i got out of control. And yes I’m guilty! i do get out of control when i’m so drunk! And then i had Asthma attacks again! and this time it became worst cause i had attacks like every week, unlike before that it takes months before i get another attack, oh well it’s my fault. I guess partying is really not my thing. LOL.

But here’s one big problem that i have or should i say i HAD! There’s this person who at first never caught my attention, not that this person is not goodlooking or whatever, but because i know exactly where i am standing. I was thingkin “hmm… this is weird”. Things became worst as i fall of the sky-scrapper. And it pisses me off….. And so i need to distance myself, and to keep my thoughts to myself. And I’m so loving the peace of mind i’m having right now

So the 2nd quarter of 2011 isn’t over yet, we still have less than 30 days left for june. hehe I’m looking forward for a good ending for the 2nd quarter of this year. Good Vibes please! i feel lighter now!!!!

C’est La Vie

Au revior!